how dare this younger generation enjoy casual hookups and temporary dating…back in my day we got married to our first crushes when we were 18 and ended up unhappy by the time we were 40
do you ever get a weird crush on someone that’s not even attractive but you’re just attracted to them and you don’t know why
don’t stare at the moon too long or else you’ll remember that nothing in this stupid fucking world makes sense
And really, just stop saying “should” to yourself about your thoughts and feelings in any context. You feel how you feel. The things in your head are the things in your head. You can’t change either directly through sheer force of will. You can only change what you do. Stop beating yourself up for who and what you are right now–it isn’t productive. Focus on moving forward.